No matter what I say to you, it’s never going to change. No matter what I do, it’s never going to change. So what am I doing trying to get things back to the way it was before? It no longer exists and the person I knew doesn’t even exist any more. But I tried, I tried so hard because I cared. I guess now it’s time to change that. I have to stop caring.
I’m sick of pretending that I don’t care that i’m alone.